The paine in me

Put on the fake smile
wipe off those tears
try to be strong
and face your fears

make up lies
that no one will no
cover up those marks
so they wont show

put on that make up
make a disguise
so no one can see
beneath your bright colored eyes

cover up those marks
with a long sleeve shirts
so no one will wonder
how you got hurt

don't show your broken heart
and throbbing pain
don't try to tell
don't try to explain

put on those bracelets
and once again take out the knife
trying to end
your horrible life

tare up your arms
from one single guy
try to put back your heart
from all his lies

put away that knife
and hope to never use it again
hoping life rite then
will come to a end

wipe off the blood
all over that blade
force your love for him
to soon now fade

never find a new love
to break your heart
and once again
tare it apart

forget about him
don't let him see you care
let him think you've gone separate ways
because your lives couldn't compare

never again
will your heart be in one
and it seems your pain
has now just begone

hide everything
beneath those eyes
always cover things up
with those huge lies

find your self useless
like no one will care
think of it as
no ones going to be there

cry those tears
when no ones around
they cant see you care
when your always looking at the ground

think of life
as one big mistake
hope your heart isn't handed
to someone who would want it to break

take some chances
get stronger as you go
but hide everything you have
make sure no one knows

take out your blade
when no one is home
no one knows anything about you
thats why you feel alone

never really happy
your always sad
you just hide all those feelings
so people don't no you got it so bad

don't cut too deep
just erase some of your pain
then hide your marks
and all of your shame

~yeah i don't think its done yet!!! i like it tho....

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