Torn Apart

My period never came
Later on i found out i was having a baby
Me and James would finally be together forever
and have a precious family
I saw him that night, the night of my graduation
Never could i forget those harsh words he spoke
Then again how could i
With the millions of pieces on the floor that are broke
He never found out
About the secret to him, that will never be sent
"We'll be together forever" he said
Realizing those words he never even meant
Then came that awful day
Nothing could ever be the same
When i fell onto the cold ground
And out the blood suddenly came
I lost my little pride and joy
And my feelings of warmth and love inside
I still can't remember since that day
How many times I've thought about suicide
The one person who kept me here though
Was that little baby that was never born
But maybe if my child was here
My heart wouldn't still be torn.
I love4 my precious baby
With all my heart
But please tell me this God
Why did you take my baby away and leave me here completely torn apart?

~Madison Kay Leigh~ December 4th 2005

*This is about when i found out when i was pregnant and then how i miscarried