I used to live so happily in N.Y
But one day i was sat down an told we were about to leave.
WE had to move to a state i never heard of.
It was something i didn't want to believe.
I told my friends, and they started to cry.
I felt so bad as i said goodbye
4 years passed and i never saw them again.
i became so upset as i remembered what happened then.
i finally went back
and saw them all grown up.
thats when i fell in love with my old friend.
and all i could think about was being his long distant girlfriend
months later got the courage to tell him the truth.
but he pushed me away, and said it would work out.
i always walked around looking worn out.
because i cried my self to sleep
my wound hurt an was very deep
i thought about suicide
but i guess my pain will just hide.
with everything happening between devorice, moving, and deaths as well.
my life has become a living hell
to this day
thats what i say
when i tell what got me this way
