My only right judgement

I started out normal
i only liked guys
but then i realized
they couldn't love
that they only wanted sex
so i knew that wasn't right
at least not for me
mistake number one
slowly i like this one
but i knew he wouldn't be there
i knew he wouldn't care about me
i knew i shouldn't
but i bled for him
mistake number two
then she came into the picture
we started out as friends
then it gradually grew to more
she told me she loved me
and i believed her
mistake number three
she said i was the best
the only one that cared
that she'd be there for me
she'd never let me go
and i believed her
mistake number four
then she stopped talking
she wasn't there anymore
the only one i had ever loved
left me in the dirt
i knew i shouldn't
but i bled for her
mistake number five
i quickly learned to never trust
i hated everyone
i would never cut for her again
i would never cry for her again
i knew i should never love again
my only right judgement