What do you do....

What do you do
when you can't fight back the tears

what do you do
when your legs feel like jello

what do you do
when you just can't hide your pain

What do you do
when everyone expects so much

yet you can only offer so little

What happens when
the mask slips off

what happens when
you break down and cry

what happens when
you sink to the ground no longer able to stand

What will people say if
they see me so afraid

what will people think
if they see my tears flowing so freely

What can I say
if they ask if I'm OK

shall i lie and say
yeah I'm fine it is just a Lil pressure

or shall i say the honest truth
no I need to talk to someone

shall i expose my arm
which is scabbed from old cuts

and bleeding from new

what can I do