The perfect suicide

Spreading my arms into the wind
spinning around in the rain
falling down on the ground
laughing at myself in all my gain
running to catch the clouds
stepping toward the cliff
where the ocean waves crash on the rocks
pushing a foot over the cliff
pulling it back in in fright
looking at the sky
the wind blowing at my long hair
letting a tear fall from my eye
stepping off the cliff in a jump
letting gravity pull me down
crashing into the waves knowing i cant swim
here in a watery grave i will drown

this is unlike anything i've ever wrote.