You are Killing me Inside and Out

You are killing me inside and out
I thought that you loved me
Like a favorite daughter
But you just let everything fall from above

As I was a child I did not even know you
My very own dad
Always gone in the evenings
And it was so sad

You are killing se inside and out
Did you think that abuse would help me
Well it did not it just made me scared
So now just let me be

It got to a very bad point
Where al I saw was tears
When I opened my eyes
There was nothing but fears

You are killing me inside and out
I should not have had to deal with this
But no one would try to stop you
So you never gave us a kiss

Maybe I was a bad kid sometimes
But I tried to be my best
Even though I was not perfect
Just let me go take a rest

You are killing me inside and out
I tried to love you
Like I truly did know you
But it just couldn’t do

We never were alone
Just me and you
To spend time together
And do all the things we wanted to do

You are killing me inside and out
I gets out of hand when I accidentally fall
And all you did was slapped me
And never did you call

Now I do not know what to say
Its gone high and low
We had our goods and bad
But now its just like whoa!

You are killing me inside and out
So I guess this is the beginning
Or maybe the very end
But all I know was I was not the one winning