The Red River

~*The Running Rive*r~

There is a river in my sink
It runs a deep shade of red
There were so many tales
That was left unsaid

Sleepless nights
Thinking of ways to die
I don’t mean to really
It’s not like I try

Wish that I wouldn’t
Think of things like this
Wish I had my old friends
That’s what I really miss

But there’s not much I can do now
Just watch this river flow
Even though this river
Really makes me feel low

I drop the knife
Heading for some pills
I take them till there gone
I start to feel some chills

Lay down on my bed
And close my eyes
I never got to say
My last goodbyes

Does he still love me?
The last thought in my head
Because I’ll still love him still
Even when im dead…