All I see is black and red...questions unanswered

I'm wandering around in darkness,
wondering what to do,
should i just live with the pain,
or should i go ahead and get rid of you?
in this dilemma all i see is black and red,
the black:my questions unanswered,
the red:my blood running thin.
i try and sit, waiting patiently, but you just keep hurting me,
even though my blood keeps running, running cold, running thin,
down my arm, as i finally give in to a battle, a battle i always knew i would never win.
you knew i was hurting myself, and told everyone but me that you cared,
but in this world, this demented generation, words mean nothing, they are only lies.
i don't trust what you say, so don't tell me what you want, show me instead!