The pain you gave me today

I admired you for so long
Went with you through it all
Made sure you where ok
Answered every call

I even told you I loved you
You said you loved me too
It all ended when you got a girlfriend
Our friendship was through

But we came back together
Stronger than before
And lately no matter what
I’ve wanted you so much more

You where still with that girl
So I just let you chase me
Every now and then though
acting a bit more than friendly

Everything was going right
We where even going to meet
I was so happy about it
But I was soon pushed back in my seat

You came on tonight
In such a mess
I tried to phone you
You sounded so stressed

But then you told me
That girl you had always loved
Well it appears she loved you too
And out of the way I was shoved

I acted all happy
I even tried to help
Though inside I was hurting
Wanting to kill myself

I know you’ll be happy with her
And everything will be ok
But I’ll never release the inner pain
You gave me today