Pretending

I am overwhelmed with drama
I can’t handle any more pain
I am going to kill myself
Or at least go insane
All the bu*lshit
Has became to much for me
And I can’t think straight
I can’t stand to see
Walking in on what I did
Made me want to throw up
The man I love and my friend
Now today I face them
As they try to pretend
Pretend it never happened
Pretend I was never there
Yet today I see the cuts
And I feel my heart tear
I am on the edge
And I am about to brake
I don’t know how much shit
In this life can take