When i cut too deep

I went into the bathroom
slowly closed the door
looking for the blade
then i fell to the floor

i turned over my arm
i pulled up my sleeve
looking at the over scares
I'm tho only one who could see

i no why i made each one of those marks
and no one else knows
cause i simply hide them with bracelets or long shirts
so none of the marks will show

about to make another one
a new one i have everyday
hoping ill find someone to help
what makes me feel this way

here i am again
taking things out on myself
not knowing how much people care
or not knowing how much they want to help

tears fall down my face
the pain has just begun
holding the rag on the cut
while i think how i am no one

my heart is pounding fast
Ive cut way to deep
i lay-ed my head on the door side
while i began to fall asleep

i heard a knock at the door
i didn't want to show
i pulled down my sleeve
ran out the bathroom hoping they wouldn't notice

I'm glad life is short
it already feels like forever
i wish i could end it myself
everyone would be better

please vote and comment id love to hear what you thik even knowing this isnt that great!