Distroyed

Destroyed they'd say
putting down her self esteem
she changed for only him
also crushing her childhood dreams

she ran into the bathroom
at school into a stall
she cant stand what people just said
when she was standing in the Hall

she looked inside her pocket
there she saw her knife
thinking should i do this in school
have a chance of loosing my life

she pulled it out slowly
looking at the reflection it made
she saw all the blood from earlier
it must have stained

she pulled up her sleeve
as slow as ever
she pressed the blade as hard as she could
it made her feel better

the blood rolled down her arm
like it never had be for
she tried to stop the bleeding
but it just bled more

she took a few pills
and feel flat to the ground
she felt the aching pain
but didn't make a sound

silently, slowly ,painfully dying
she was sick of all her mistakes
and all of the stupid lies
to hide her scars shed make

she watched her arm bleed more
she felt pain for the last time
she couldn't feel a thing
she was numb all inside

-not done-

Sam!!! i didn't say it was bad!! happy!lol