Wishing i was dead

I pick up my knife
and I make my first slice
the pain hits me and I start to cry
Tears fall and crimson comes
I sit and watch as the blood comes more
The world turns black
and I see my friends
They all hate me for what I just did
I try and say I’m sorry
But no one seems to care
I scream for help and no one hears
I start to feel pain coming from my chest
Electric runs as my blood starts back to turn
Light starts to come and I start to see a blur
Two men standing over me saying she’s still here
Black comes back again and the world turns silent
Then I see my mom and daddy happy I’m alive
Cards and flowers they surround me
Everyone saying how much they really did love me
I start to cry and say I’m sorry
Everyone stops me and I never say I a word
I look at my arm and see the deep cut
Once I get better they ship me off
My life is gone away and I made it that way
They say I can come back once I get better
But I don’t think I will ever stop wishing I’m dead

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