No one is there

Heart split open for all to see.
Crying red tears of blood for me?
You call my name.
Looking at me without any shame.
Voices stuck in my head.
Will they laugh if they are dead?
Looking at them in disgust.
Running away from my own lust.
Who cares what they say?
Deal with this stuff from day to day.
Morons believe whatever they are told.
In their disregard, they are so cold.
Nothing better to do with their time.
All are foolish, acting like a mime.
Independence of the lonely tear.
A life lived by fear.
Tell me that I shall go to Hell.
Why is it that you tell me that I will fail?
No one to call a true friend.
I think that it is time for this to end.
No one that I can trust.
Nothing about this is just.
I run and hide.
Keeping everything inside.
But it is Okay.
They will get theirs someday.