Me and the effects of cutting

My energy and life has gone,
Not even left a glimmer.
The stars that used to collect in my eyes,
Now no longer shimmer.

My ball of fire, my heart of gold,
All broken into pieces.
This method I've discovered now makes
Hurt stop, my pain it ceases.

My rosy cheeks, my happy life,
Places i used to go.
In the past forgotten now,
What made me leave I'll never know.

My mum and dad and brother too,
my family I'll destroy.
My friends and enemies as well,
Each individual girl and boy.

My down town life, my up class school,
This mixed up place surrounds me.
This crazy girl and her crazed up world,
This thing i do it drowns me.

My messed up face and messed up arm,
All the evidence you need.
If you asked if i hurt myself...

Well guilty i would plead.