Confusion varies from inside and out
my life includes more than the occasional doubt
but I seem so sure from the outside looking in
because my thoughts stay lingering onward and within
how can I stop this madness and fears
how can I put a stop to the tears
I will not take the easy way out
I will not accuse others will a violent shout
ill take the blame that my life has created
I will change the facts that my thoughts have derated
I will not need pity to change my ways
I will manage myself and rise though this haze
this haze is only a thin blanket over my life
not worth pills, or shots, or the knife
I’m not the only one that feels this way
so to the others I have chosen to say,
“do not give up or take that wrong path,
do not kill yourself to try and solve the math
just keep up your faith that you will achieve
and then all the pain that you endure will leave
you are worth more than a shot to the head
one day you will see yourself as SOMEONE instead of seeing yourself DEAD.â€
