Have you eva?!?

Have you eva been so alone
that you couldn't even yell?
Have you eva hurt so much
that the pain was like hell?

have you eva cried so much that you couldn't even open your eyes?
have you eva hated yourself
that you wanted to end ya life?

have you eva imagined wut life would be without you?
but you didn't have the guts to pull it through?

have you eva cut yourself
just to see the blood flow?
and wished you'd cut deeper just to let go

Have you eva felt so much pain that you couldn't even cry?
have you eva hated your life?
have you eva wished to die?!?