Swallow my screams
So you will not hear me calling
I do not want to talk
I do not want you to see
This side of me is so unhappy
It is so lost and confused
Throw me a line, the touch of your hand can save me life
And I cannot be that girl I used to be
Wearing a smile of insecurity
I am just not strong enough to show you who I am
Without showing you what I have become
The fear of losing you
Of not being able to break through
This barrier we have created
Has consumed and reinstated
I want to be perfect for you
A flawless imperfection
So when you look into my eyes
You will see a clear relection
But I am just too weak
And too shattered from the past
To be your everything,
My wish is my dream and your command
I know what life is
And it is nothing without you
I am already close to being unseen
But you put me together inbetween
I know that I unravel to my tears
But beyond the intanglement
Lyes a girl whose been hidden for years
I know I push you away
But I really only need you to stay
Behind my twisted senses
And the building up of walls and fences
Is just a girl wanting to be loved
You could be the one who needs me
I could let you in....
