Phase two of this everlasting nightmare.
finally its the ending of it all.
gracious.
I've waited for this moment,
which seemed like an eternity away.
I've traveled this journey alone
and besides me
was my weakened soul.
lost and devastated for most parts.
the short self-fulfilling ecstasy
that filled my mind and heart
was never enough to compensate
for the pain i felt all along.
thus leading me to my own self-destruction.
nevertheless,
i still survived through this heartbreaking situation.
although, from now on,
my heart will cry out in silence because of the truth.
i will still
