Hold me close.
feel my heart's beat.
feel it skip?
no more.
honey.
i know you were there.
thick and thin.
when all hell broke loose.
like an angel you swooped down to save me.
i gave my all.
to you, that is.
you didn't see it.
blinded by a forbidden love.
i stayed in your shadows.
in hopes of capturing your flying heart.
a night spent in agony.
an evening spent in wishing.
upon each star.
whether it be covered by dark clouds.
i still wished.
for you to turn around
look at your shadow
and you will find me there.
not once, did i ever look in your eyes.
not once did you look in mines.
define my soul.
define your heart.
you can never.
like you said.
its everything its everybody.
I'm a nobody.
honestly.....
look deep. think deep.
its what we do best.
but boy.
its you that i wanted.
needed.
most of all...
loved.
did you catch that?
its written in past tense.
i got no more to offer.
no more to sacrifice.
i thought I'd fight for you till the bitter end.
but i given up.
maybe another life time.
maybe another day
but as of right now.
for you my heart can't stay.
