If I...

If I close the windows and slam the door,
The pain I know will be no more.
If I pull the curtains and blank my mind,
This life I know will go I'll find.
If I hang my head and try real hard,
The way I live forever barred.
If I concentrate on only myself,
I will get better, nursed back to heath.
If the mirror's smashed and I hide the truth,
The inner me will not be loose.
If I don't think bad, don't think at all,
Then down to hell I cant fall.
If I zip my mouth and block my ears,
I wont see my nightmares or my fears.
If I ignore my friends and family,
The old me might return you see.
If I scream and shout and curse out loud,
I may be happy, may be proud.
If I shut my eyes, switch off the light,
I will go,
Be gone,
Goodnight x