No time to say goodbye

Today was just a normal day,
a day with friends at school,
bullies they just couldn't resist
they had to be so cruel.
so many names they said to me,
you're weird,you are a mutt,
but what they didn't know that day,
is the fact that i would cut.
I met my parents in the car,
and told them i was good,
not that I'd been bullied again,
i just never could.
I got home, and to my room,
looking under my bed,
i pulled out the blooded blade,
the one thats stained all red.
closed the curtains,
and locking my door,
i sat against the wall,
I've made up my mind,
i have to go,
and i wont change it at all.
Thinking of friends,
and all the pain,
that the people i love will feel,
but this smile they see,
will never be,
something so true and real.
I close my eyes,
and slash the razor,
screaming once again,
but now i know
it was right to go,
i gave into the pain.

(by the way, the person who sent me a personal e-mail,i cant find your name on the members list,so i cant send you one back .i've been looking,but i think i need to look harder .so when i find it,i'll get back to you.=))