This is from me..goodbye

Today i felt different
i couldn't be myself,
no longer do i want to live
nor do i want this help
i apologize to the people
that ever bothered to care
and say go away to people
that didn't want me there.
the bullies and their ways
have finally finished me off
and made this depression level,
rise right to the top.
mum and dad I'm sorry
for leaving you like this,
hugs and love wont help me
not even a goodnight kiss.
I'll try not to cry too loud
and wake you from your sleep,
nor will i hit the floor to hard
when i fall with numb cold feet.
i couldn't do this anymore,
your words of advice don't help,
and all the reports from my school,
and crumbling on my shelf.
she seems happy,she's doing great ,and doing well in school,
but what they didn't mention
is that bullies are so cruel.
everyday I'm digging,
myself a bigger hole,
all this anger from my life,
i just cant control.
i cant stand this torment,
and the thought of suicide,
and i cant win this war
against the tears from my eyes.
I'll sit in the dark,
and wait till they're asleep,
then i'll get the blade,
and cut until it's deep.

goodbye...