Back to the girl

BACK TO THE GILR I USE TO BE

Once again I am
Back in my sell
I close the door
My heart is not
Open not no more.
Back to the masks
That hides my pain
Back to a life
With only suffering
To gain. Back to the
Person I use to be
Back to the one
Who only hade
A smile on her face
To please everyone
When deep down
She feels so lost
So alone. Back to
To the girl I wish
I have never known
Back to this girl
Who loves the rain
because no one
could see the tears
nor the pain. Back
to the one who keep
all her feelings in
never to let anyone in.
the one who always was
there to help the people in
her life that never even cared
back to the girl I use to be bake
to the girl that I am forced to be.

~Ashleigh~

** this was just a thought I had don’t think it’s any good . it’s just how I use to be some time ago and it’s just saying that maybe that’s how my life is suppose to be** tell me what you think.**