Someone, Anyone.... please help me....

by ..::Angel of your darkness::..   Jun 13, 2005


Rage burns my insides like a great blazing fire
Its burns so hot that I've got a fever
It's making me ill, it's killing me
I feel dizzy, out of control, hot on the inside but like ice on the outside
My tears, they just sting my cheeks like acid
And the blood that flows so freely down my skin just shows how bad I've gotten
I don't want to be like this, in this state
To do the things I'm doing
I want to scream, but I can't, so I scream inside
As loud as I can
It's making me go insane
I hit the walls, to release the tension inside
I hit them till it hurts
Till my arms are bruised
Hurting...
Bleeding...
I can't think, I just want to block all the people out of my life and cower in a corner
They all ask me for help
They all have someone to turn too
Me...
But do they ever wonder who I turn too?
Truth is, I have no one
I suffer in silence; occasional outbursts of stress fly past the people I know
But they ignore it as they would if it was just a breeze.
I'm breaking down, it started of slowly, but it's getting faster and faster, killing me inch by inch, drowning me in my sorrow
But no one knows
No one knows what really goes on in my mind
No one knows how many tears fall when I sit here
No one knows of the tears that not only fall from my eyes but the tears that have started once again to flow from my veins
No one knows how scared I am inside
I'm falling into a dark deep hole, and every day that no one notices I fall that little bit deeper
It's not long till I hit the bottom
It's not long till I fall the whole way
Someone...
Anyone...
Please catch me
Please...

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  • 18 years ago

    by PoeticMystery

    Very... very well written! Its horrible feeling to know that u have no one to run to that can make u fall into depression. But the poem was excellent!

    Love
    Nana

  • 18 years ago

    by myxlittlexcut

    this is sad but good
    there are so many people who feel like this, it's a sad, deppressing thing to think about, knowing that so many people are suffering and no one around them seems to care
    5/5

  • 18 years ago

    by xoXkarinaXox

    that is amazing..i feel the same way..its sad :(..but very well written! :)

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