Forget me..

They saw my wrist
they went so mad
my mum started to cry
and nearly my dad.
i tried to explain
why i did that to myself
i couldn't cope
i had no help.
i want to say sorry
and make you love me again
but i just cant do this again.
i cant face the pain
and handle this guilt
watch my dreams
crumble to silt.
I've lost my heart
it cant love anymore
turn out the lights
and close the door
rip down my posters
ware away my past
pretend that i could never last.
I'm stuck between two choices
i can stay or go
what should i do?
my mind doesn't know.
i want to cry
i cannot lie
i should just say it..
i want to die.
but i cant do it
i cant let go
what will that make me
what will it show,
that i cant fight
and get through this
look at me now
can you see my fist?.
covered in cuts
and saw as hell,
but i wont cry
or scream and yell.
I'll sit here silent
and not even walk
I'll stay here
and i wont talk.