My own way of suicide

All i want to do is die
run away and hide
i am already dead
from the inside

save me from this nightmare
i just don’t want to live
i cut and slice my skin

i don’t eat
i tend to faint
i just want death

iv been depressed
for way to long
my friend tell me i have problems

and there’s more
i hate myself
and regret being born

i just wish i was dead
what else is there to live for
if i do die, its from my own suicide

i will just overdose on pills
or drown myself in water
or use a knife, even better

i ask people if they have gun
all them said no

i wish i had one
cause if i did
id pull the trigger
and finely put an end to this

i want to be gone
and just disappear
so no one will ever know i was there

this will be my own suicide

i hope they will all regret
all the pain they put me through
i hope they regret ever calling me names

i hope they all cry
cause this is my own little suicide

i am dieing
but not because of you
im just dieing that's all i can do

i haven't eaten
and i haven't drank

so this is my own little way
of committing suicide