Eternal Darkness

This is my eternal night
It’s the way I live
Too tired to try and fight
I just stay forever hid

Banished from a world that’s cruel
To what it doesn’t understand
Exiled from the one
Who never held my hand

I always had a doubt
That it wouldn’t be easy
Going on without
What I desperately desire

Too hard to attain
The love you never offered
So here I remain
Refusing to even disappear

Wreaking confusion
On all who knew me
To love again is restricted
If only you could see

Here I remain
In this endless night
Trapped eternally
Not bothering to fight