I have never felt....My Happy Ending

I have never felt so cold
Cold as the freezing ice at the North Pole
I have never felt so afraid
More afraid than having that same nightmare over and over again
I have never felt so alone
So lonely when you left me
I've hat it rough like many others
But you say I'm worth beans
Maybe I am worth nothing
Maybe I am a nobody
You, my dear don't need to tell me that
But as I write your name in my blood
I remember all the memories
The good and the bad
and everything we had
As I look into the blade
I see your face
It fades, slowly fades
Within my dripping blood
That drips off the blade
Then I realize
I don't hate
We were only fate
A smile comes upon my face
I throw my blade
I take a stand
This is my new beginning
My happy ending