Call him when i die

Will you call him for me
tell him i died
tell him i loved him
and I'm sorry i lied

i know he never loved me
and i know exactly why
tell him its alright
he didn't know i wanted to die

tell him it wasn't anyones fault
tell him i didn't try
tell him i new it was coming
tell him i didn't cry

ask him if he cares
tell him i hope he does
if he asks if i was happy
when i was with him i always was

tell him ill be better now
and i look forward to seeing him here
but tell him i hope he has a great life
full of warmth and love with out a single fear

tell him ill be watching
watching over him with care
hoping his every with is granted
and his life is always fair

my funeral is tomorrow
the flowers look so white
its just how i imagined
on such a beautiful night

tell him its OK
i know he couldn't make it
i know his heart'll be there
tell him not to feel like shit

i see you shed a tear
but please know I'm still with you
let me be your guiding light now
I'll try to be loyal and true

the one thing i ask
please call him for me
tell him i hope hes doing good
tell him i loved...him but now I'm free