You promised!

You promised you wouldn't
remember that day
you said you wouldn't cut
you put your knife away

but now i hear
you asked a friend for a blade
its running through my mind
was your promise in vain

have you done the deed
you know i get cravings too
just like right now
i sure am feeling blue

i don't want to do it
I'm holding back
I'm stronger then i thought
my life is back on track

please I'm begging you
just stay true to your word
cause if i cant trust
happy memories become blurred