Appreciate me...

I may not be your favorite
I may not be your first
I may not be the best
I feel like the worst
U say u love me
But I know u don’t
U love her
Admit it
It hurts
I love u
I really did
And I still do
So please forgive
U caused me pain
But I will still forgive
Just say sorry
that’s what I need
My hearts been shattered
My hearts been broke
In a nightmare
And a curse
Cant it go away
Cant it be gone
Why cant I live
Why cant I be gone
I have come close
To ending this pain
Yes I have come close
So please appreciate me
I no u think im weird
And I know u think im crazy
But I am different
Just like every other person
I love to write
I love to sing
I love to hear people talking to me
So am I so weird
Am I that strange
So please just appreciate me
that’s all I want
Is to be heard
that’s all I want is noticed
Im not asking for much
I just want to hear
Some one say sorry
Cause that’s what I fear