I'm cutting it all away,
with my pen, it's just another day.
got to try hard to be alive,
i close my eyes, and see the knives.
I see it in your eyes, your afraid,
afraid of what you have become, afraid of what you have made.
stop feeling sorry for your self,
sorry, cant give you help.
i see you with her and I'm not jealous,
if thats what your trying to do, sorry I'm too rebellious.
against you and your heart breaking words.
my blood, is my calling,
my heart beats, then i try stalling.
to take my soul,
then i turn cold.
to take my breath away,
no care for what people have to say.
the words on my hands say what i am not,
i wish i could have fought.
but now its the end,
cant fix my heart, it takes time to mend.
leave me alone,
on my own.
but now it's my time to say goodbye,
a tear rolls down my cheek, and i start to cry.
the end is near,
death, I'm not afraid, i have no fear.