I hate you, but i love you

I hate you, you should die,
no one knows how much i cry!
I\'m sorry i didn't really hate you, i love you to much for that.
only can our love last.

but when the lights are out, and when your gone away i cut myself to see how much it bleeds,
and it hurts the pain is such a sudden rush for me.

how could you, leave me and love her out the blue,
i loved you, i even cried for you.
see you babe, I\'m gone now,
now i ask how?

how could you love me?
i cannot see?
i love you too much
my hand reaches for you, but i cannot touch!

your within my grasp,
and then i ask..
i love you, do u love me?
the you say yes, and i knew we were meant to be.