My meaning of life

My meaning of life is so confused!
not enough to be amused!
by myself, and all the lies,
look, turn around, she cries.

her blue eyes are crying in the rain,
there lost alone, almost going insane!
kill me now, i don't want any more pain!
kill me then and I'd be a meaningful vain!

I'm yelling at the stranger at my door,
stop, please..no more.
you already broke my heart,
i already had made a new start.

I'm leaving you alone,
to think, and be on your own.
a lonely tear rolls down her face,
she try's to hide from him, she trys to escape.

leaving herself behind,
theres no life, in her mind.
her meaning of life was no more,
her broken heart and scars were her sore.

all that is left of the broken heart,
is that she tryed to be smart.
she finally closed her eyes,
to say her last good-bye.

she cuts down deep,
the darkness in her head starts to creep.
her last breath's of air,
were the hardest of life,that was her only dare