What rumors did

This is not really a poem
i just had to write something to get it off my chest

i thought i knew you and i thought you knew me better than that but i guess i was wrong, i knew nothing about you. i thought that a guy like that bastard would never come between us and do what he did. yeah ya ll may still be together but now i have no one. no one i can trust to lean my shoulder on right now when i need it the most. that shit was wrong. i would have never done anything like that to you. now everyone hates me or either they don't know whether to believe me or not. not even my best friends. i thought they would at least call to check up on me and try to talk shit out with me but no. not even a phone call from what i thought was supposed to be my boyfriend. ill cut this short. i was pissed. i was depressed. but most of all i was upset that you believed that shit. at the end I'm glad all this happened because now... i now who my true friends are. i truly do. but that doesn't mean i would ever trust them as much as i thought i trusted you. bye and i hope things work out for you......

if ya ll want to know what happened... it was just that rumors were going around and supposively i said them (but how did i say then when every1 is finding out now from every1 else???????) and that i was trying to break up a relationship.....what fun am i going to get out of it. its not like I'm gonna try to go with the bastard......

please comment or whatever
and tell me what you think of this shit
i need advice