Wipe away the pain

I inhale deeply
the pressure builds up
I'm going to explode
i feel the cold steel on my skin
my body shakes in anticipation
i press it firmly down
and pull it across my skin
i feel my skin splitting
the doors are open again
with the blood
the pain comes out
i exhale

i inhale deeply
the blood trickles down
i watch it
and i feel peace
i cant take the mental pain
just one door out isn't enough
i press down harder
but a millimeter away from the first
i push with all my strength
i slowly and painfully pull
i squeeze my eyes shut
i pull my hand away
and look at my handy work
i exhale

the physical pains masks the mental
the blood is gushing
my pain seeps out
i wipe the blood
and with the blood
i wipe away my pain

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