Puzzled Heart

I worshiped the ground you walked on
I did everything you said
I thought I could make you happy
But I was blind in my head

For once, I can\\\'t believe
I had faith in love
The strongest emotion of all
And the most destructive of.

Just as I offered you my heart
You slapped my hand away
You choked my body and kissed my neck
In the most painful way.

I tried to squirm out of your grip
But you held me too tight.
And not all bruises and scars are visible
Under any amount of light.

You bragged to your friends
About how easy I had been
And for days I thought it was true
I was starting to give in.

But now I come to realize
I did nothing wrong
I followed my heart and what it said
And my faith in you was strong.

Then I began to slowly heal
Before it\\\'d happen again
I can\\\'t seem to love myself enough
To save myself from them.

To the boy who hurt me
Who stole and broke my heart
I\\\'m still picking up the pieces
Of my heart that fell apart

You should be ashamed of yourself.
Ashamed of what you did
But then again, you\\\'re too young for me
Mentally, you\\\'re still a kid.

And until you find it in your heart
To apologize for what you\\\'ve done
You let me bleed, let me cry
While you were having fun.

*...venting...no reason in particular....and no...this isn\\\'t over Zac, lol! Zac rocks my socks...he\\\'s too cool for that.*