I always thought

I always thought
I could never dry my tears
I always thought
I would live in fears

I always thought
my heart could never heal
I always thought
only pain is what I feel

I always thought
I could never smile again
I always thought
how to start a new begin?

I always thought
you were the one
I always thought
I had to run

but one day I realized
that I stopped crying
and I began to smile
and my feelings for you started dying

I realized that we were an illusion
that we were only fake
opening my eyes and knowing
never again will I make that mistake

I love you for the good times
and I hate you for the bad
but boy I'm so over you
if you want me back, too bad!