Nothing amazing in me but in her?

You can just take this knife
and end my own life
I'm already dead at heart
because you had to rip it apart
you had to tare it in two
I'm dying because of you
so please just finish it all
no longer do i stand tall
really are you blind
theres nothing amazing in me you can find
but when you look at her
nothing in your eyes comes to a blur
you see everything amazing in that girl
who helped you ruin my sad filled world
maybe its just me
but when you look at her its hard to believe
that I'm not in her place
why am i always the second face?
the one you always choose last
my beginnings go by so fast
you love me one day
then the next day you dint care if I'm okay
i loved it when you were around
when you were there was a disappeared frown
but then when you had to hurt me so much
i couldn't take it i had enough
so i decided i should just slice my wrist
the last thing i wanted was to deal with this
and that was the last time
i finally had to make up my mind
so i did
and now I'm not a confused kid
now you can see me lying on the floor
with the date of your and stephs glory
when you too started to date
thats the day i lost all faith
no more do i believe in fairy tales
whenever i do i seem to fail
but this fairy tale came true
this is how i died over no one but *you*