Lonely second soul

I slice my wrist all tonight
you can watch will you?
your fault is this messed up life
for everything you must do

i slice about 1 or 2 times
my wrist in which i cut
then 3 or 4 times
but still it's not enough

when i hold this much pain
cutting seems not to work
nothing in witch i can explain
how much i just got hurt

i wish you were here rite now
just to watch how this goes
but of course you will never no how
because no one really knows

once i don't cover all these marks
you can see the slits
they will never be healed like my heart
witch is torn up just like my wrist

look at the pictures i have made
in a work of art
from the feelings that wouldn't fade
i held them all in my heart

when i release my crimson regret
i will always remember
the times you've ripped in my heart ill never forget
thees thoughts will last forever

so be happy for all the things you've done
everything you stole
putting everyone as number one
and I'm always the lonely second soul.