Never complete

I ponder as I walk down the street
'Will I ever feel loved, ever feel complete?'
No, it doesn't feel that way, cuz all I see is you
You, who will never love me as you I do
You will never see me as beautiful, or smart, or good
All you see is a girl scared, hiding behind her hood
And I am scared, scared I will never feel welcome
Welcome to you and your peers, but I will never be as some
So I leave you now, and everyone else I love
So that I can be at last a beautiful angel up above.....