by Shadow Jul 2, 2005
category :
Sadness, depression /
about depression
You make me so mad! when will you go away? you nag and bug me each and every day It's always my fault at me, you always yell You make my life just like a living hell To make my life suck is your ultimate goal I used to be happy but my happiness, you stole you yell and cuss at me and i can't yell back you hit and throw things at me when courage is what i lack I can't do anything right I just want to die I also want you gone maybe I'll try They'll find you sprawled out You'll be cold as stone You'll finally be gone I'll finally be alone I'll make it look like an accident me, they'll never blame I'll live in happiness forever and in no more shame You'll be out of my life forever and for good I'll make it this way just like i said i would I can't take your false promises and your nightly rage I want to get out of here I need out of this cage Sometimes I wonder if I'll make it through the night often i wonder if I'll get through this fight Besides the cuts and bruises, we get through it won't ever stop no matter what i do I pray for God to stop it I pray to get out He never listens to me it's Him, I'm starting to doubt I can't make you go away no matter how hard i try when will you finally leave? when will you die? I try and try and i try again I try to get out of this hell-hole I'm in I have a dream to get out and finally be free free of you and all you do to me You make me want to die even though I'm already dead I just want to drown you in every tear I've shed I also have other ideas maybe I'll get a gun and use it to put me out of my misery that could be fun I'll be out of here to heaven, I'll go i am a good person you, I'll show but i want to kill YOU like you threatened me I'm not afraid of you want to see? I'll get the truck this time I'm coming for you It'll be you this time who doesn't know what to do I'll make you run as I drive You tried this on me but I'm still alive after I'm finished, you'll have no more life after this, I'll have no more strife you'll be gone I'll finally be free you'll be gone just like i want to be i hate you so much i just wish you would die I hate you so much and that's no lie! |