The shiny blade so cold against my skin It�¢??s a shame to commit such a painful sin Cut out my problems, let them bleed away Each drop of blood erases the day Broken, bruised, forgotten, sore Too fffffedeJedd to care anymore Silent cries that no one hears A fake smile to hide the tears I�¢??m at my worst when the door is closed What I go through no one knows I hide the pain that�¢??s in my eyes I�¢??m full of smiles and good with lies One pill to make me numb Another to make me dumb One to make me somebody else But none to save me from myself I spend my nights face down on the floor The pills just don�¢??t seem to work anymore Every day I get more depressed Wanting to push a knife through my chest Scars are created, they seem so beautiful The blood washes away all that�¢??s hurtful These creations of mine no one understands The blood runs down my fragile hands The blood falls on pictures of him As each slit rips apart my skin His name is carved into my wrists Leading me back to our first kiss Thirteen cuts to erase that memory Just one more to set these emotions free I continue this cruel torture until I�¢??m satisfied Each time taking longer to regain feeling inside A scarred up body drenched in blood Mixed with dirt to create crimson mud As the beautiful red drips down my fingers My blood lies with my pain that no longer lingers.
