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by Shadow Apr 5, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Things, They Come And They Go. I Do Not Know Why Nevertheless, This You Should Know. Thoughts Are What Help Us Through, Every Day. They Help Us All In Some Way. Smiles Help Us All To, I Do Not Know Why But They Also Help Us Through The Bad Times. Family Help Us All The Time But Sometimes It Feels Like They Do Not Because Everyone In Their Lives, Loses The Plot. Friends, They Help Us Mend And Are Always Here For Us; Until The End. Things Have Happened To Me, Some Good And Some Bad. Some Calmed Me Down But Some Made Me Rather Mad. I Always Think Bad Things Also Things That Are Good. I Do Not Know Why But This I Did Not Think That I Could. Smiles Have Never Helped Me And They Never Will Because They Do Not Stop Me, Craving For That Deadly Pill. Family Sometimes Help Me But Not All The Time. I Do Not Know Why But It Always Seems Like I Have Committed A Crime. Friends Have Never Helped Me, Either, They Always Make Me Mad, Some Even Turned On Me And Made Me Feel So Guilty, So Bad. Nothing Really Ever Helps; That Is True. I Wished Up On A Star Last Night And I Wished For You. That Star Never Helped Me It Just Made Me Mad And Because I have Not Got You, I Feel Like Crying Because I feel Sad. I Cannot Live Without You Because I Love You So But I Cannot Do Anything About This Apart From Tell You My Love Will Grow. Things Happen For A Reason, That Is Why I Was Born. So That All The Hurt Can Turn To Me And Make Me Feel Bad, Just Mourn. Thoughts Will Never Help Me Get You Or Make You See That I Am Hurt And It Is You That Is Hurting Me. Smiles Will Never Help You Notice Me. They Will Not Help Me Get You But Maybe They Will Help In Some Way, Like Help Me Pull Through. Friends Will Not Do Anything Because They Say It Is Up To Me But I Do Not Know What Else To Do Because You Are To Blind To See. Family Will Not Help Me Because They Do Not Think I Exist But What I Know Is That I Will Not Go Up To You Because It Is To Much Of A Risk. Things Happen For A Reason And This Time They Will Help Me Die Because I Am So Sick Of Wishing I Was Dead And Crying The Tears That I Cry. Thoughts Are Always Bad Now. It Is What I Have Turned To And It Is Because Of One Reason And That Reason Is You. Smiles Will Always Be Fake But Do Not Ask Why Because I Will Not Tell You, I Will Just Lie. Family Are Never There. They Will Not Help Me Through Because They Love You But I Wished They Loved Me Too. Friends Were Meant To Help Me Until The End But All They Seem To Do Is, Make Me Break And Bend.