Suffocating Love

I stopped breathing
literally
my heart was beating
ever so slowly
it was to the point
i would suffocate
if you spent one more moment near me
please, just give me my space.
if you're not gonna love me
then leave me alone
you're leading me on
but now i just want to stay home
lie down on my bed alone
pretend as though nothing is wrong
while i hold back tears that I know
I'll cry
until my pillow is soaked.
till the tears can't cry any longer cuz they're buried inside,
inside that heart
i can't get you out of
i just want this love to be gone.
i want to stay friends
but i doubt it will work
i love you so much
this is really starting to hurt.
my black little heart
is breaking apart
as i watch you with her
walking away
you kiss her face
i want to feel your sweet embrace
i love you more every moment i spend with you.