Mistakes

I need to stop making
all these mistakes
i need to realize I'm wrong
but its just taking way too long

these mistakes they hurt me
they leave me in pain
but i keep making more
with nothing to gain

without ever having
a chance to think
i make my decisions
in on single blink

I know i need to stop this
but there is nothing i can do
i need to make decisions
and really think them through

one mistake is hurting me
i have made it twice
but i guess I'll have to realize
that now i pay the price