Your killing me and I like it

Hold me down
Wrap those fingers around my neck
Stop my breathing
Watch me struggle for my last breath

cut me open
from the inside out
watch me slowly bleed to death
Watch me try to scream and shout

Bury me
In the ground never to be seen
throw ashes on me as you say goodbye
Walk away and ignore my screams

Your murder me
even though you do not realize it
Every time you leave me i die a bit more

I choke from the tears
that i hold back
after you leave me alone
leave me with deepened dark thoughts

I bleed every time
you tell me you love me
then don't say a word
and that pain i cant handle but its something you do not see

And after all of this i come back
I draw closer to you and your ways
being dug a little deeper in hopes
that this good feeling will always stay

* sorry its crappy comment though please