The Pain Within

I was lost in the dark
Hanging by a white thread
I wanted to let go
My whole life i dread

I cant stand the pain
I've been shattered apart
Now covered with blood
It goes back to the start

You took my body
Into a toy it was made
An incident called rape
Was meant to be my fate

Claiming to be a good friend
Why did you do this
You caused me so much tears
Even after all these years

All you wanted was to have your fun
My clothes you ripped undone
Every part of me you held with your dirty arm
An innocent girl u put to harm

You told me to give in
So it wouldn't be so hard
How could i do that??
My life was being torn apart

My legs you took apart
From there u made my pain start
Ten whole minutes with you alone
Ten fvcking minutes at your home

I'll never forget your dirty face
Your image still haunts me around
You made me feel like a disgrace
And caused me to be broken down

Every part of me aches in pain
My hatred for you runs in every vein
As i stare at the scars on my skin
I wonder if anyone knows my pain within